Well....pretty boring day.. Spent the whole evening watching RoboCop!! Lame man. Well school is ok..... nothing much happening.... After TV...talked to Fariha and then to Mariah... Mariah's cool... I wish her well... Well.. I'll probably have another post before I sleep...... Cyaz

Yesterday and today went pretty well.....update the blog later.......

For those who really disagree in what I said. Or find me an incessant brat.... i cant blame you.... Its just that...I don't give a fuck... Being hated and ridiculed changes a person alot.. I didn't choose to be this way....

Reflection means a reflective examination.


Been thinking alot lately. Looking at the mirror. I see nothing. Noticed that I am pretty much transparent. Noticed I don't have much friends in life due to my exploits in rugby. Once u add Studies into the equation, there is onli enough time to eat and sleep.


Normal 19 year olds would be busy going out, slacking with friends and probably fuck here and there. What do I do? Once I step out of school and get alone, I feel like a damn Ronin in youth society.


To walk among society, never to be normal and accepted. To be shunned by others and hate everything about others although others don't seem to feel any hate from me.


Hate, pretty mild word. Love to hate people. Hate myself too. I put new meaning to hate.lol... You know in the states, when people talk like I do, they are classified as suicidal? Haiz, really don't understand how I am feeling now. All I know is, I feel different. Like some Human sub-species. Created due to man's flaw for being prone to emotions. Sometimes hiding my own true emotions tend to be my falling. Not being able to transmit and convey true emotions to people....... makes me a turn off to initiate short talk with... I just lack that social strand in my DNA to actually be able to socialise to ppl my age group. I have a healthy dose of EQ and IQ but I seem to lack on the sociability department. As if I am a sentient being that ain't human, created to fix my generation's problem. I know this doesn't make sense, I guess the generation I see in my eyes lack real soul to actually define the true meaning of life as a teen and young adult.


I watched The Last Castle on HBO just now. Learnt something from the movie, No matter how bad society have treated you and thrown you away. One must be able to remember and continue his duty in whatever path of life he choose or is chosen to do... Hate destroys civilisations.. May god look kindly on my soul, and make my hardships bearable for I am his humble servant in ridiculing the people that I hate so dearly..... I don't blame you for not understanding and find me an idiot.

Morning kids, well today is a really bad day. I forgot to take back Jas' disketter which contain her technopreneurship project. Didn't sleep the whole night too. Nearly collapsed twice today....sigh...bad bad day

Burp...Just had lunch. Well, Ian went on home and now I got to rot till 3pm. Hijacked his plate of fries and there were no more hostages left alive after the calamity. Well, going to OFS later to do some gym work and plyometrics, I'll msg again before I sleep.

Ahh...in SALC now checked my mail. Training tonight is cancelled, probably go to OFS for some gym. Well Bucks asked for a postponement to this Saturday's clash, well...its ok i guess. On today's menu is, 2 bananas, 1 scoop Designer Whey Protein Powder with 2 tablespoons of Milo mixed with HL milk. The menu for champions...lol..

Gooooooooood Morning Singapore.....its 0600 now and what those the O stand for?Oh my god its early..Well I'm off to school. So sian its raining. Dress code for today, England Jersey! Swing Low.... sweet chariot... coming for to take me home... swing low.... sweet chariot.... coming for to carry me home....

Woke up from my nap. Noticed how lonely my life is.....good night peeps...

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Well. Helped Ian on his intro to Dream weaver. Nothing special happened today. Going home now, too much stupidity around me. Well, maybe its only 1 stupidity around me. Lol. Well, another boring day in the life of me.

*Yawn* Just woke up. Feel so fresh. Going to school later for Maths Lecture and meet Ian and Wangee to register that Final Year Project thingy majiggy. Well, see you all later kiddies....

How to choose a rugby boot.


Well, I'll start the whole rugby thingy with this topic, Boots. Rugby unlike soccer needs boots which are killing machines, as well as light and supportive. There are many kinds of rugby boots. High Cuts, Mid Cuts and Low Cuts. We shall leave out High Cut boots because nobody uses them now anyways.


Mid Cut Boots have their ankle support all the way up to the ankle. This gives more support to the ankle but on the downside, limits a player's speed and mobility. The guilty party found wearing these boots are mainly the Props and Locks due to what they do in the scrums.


Low Cut Boots as you people know have the ankle cutting right below the ball of the lower leg. This gives the player more freedom when he runs. Running, Sidestepping and Swerving is easier. Loose Forwards, Hookers and the Backs are the most noticeable wearers of Low Cut Boots.


When choosing a boot, never buy a boot that is bigger than your foot. If it is, you'd find running a hard chore as the boot vibrates alot. A cosy boot is always the best for any player.


The number of studs is also important to any player as this gives you the means to run on a soggy or a hard field. Plastic, rubber-moulded studs are fine for the Singapore climate but once it gets wet, 4x2s and 6x2s are the best. Blades aren't that bad too. It gives a supreme level of lateral movement and are comfortable. Be warned that metal blades are banned.


Mizuno boots are excellent for rugby. They have a really sturdy sole and gives plenty of support. I'm a stern believer of Mizuno rugby boots and believe me, they last pretty long too. Remember kiddies, looks aren't everything, functionality is always a top priority.

Wah sey....just woke up. 3 hours sleep sia. Anyways, I'll be putting up a post on "How to choose a rugby boot" later. So all you ruggers, wait for it yuh?

Came home. Dark clouds are coming. Aaaargh.....rain. Anyways, school was ok. Talked crap in Technopreneurship class. Spent the whole journey to and from school thinking about what I'd do after season is over. I'm probably getting really serious on my training. I really want to be in the Premier side. Anyways, stomach is grumbling, got to satisfy it.

Yo....woke up pretty early today. Been thinking about Premier League rugby. Wow. Can't believe it man. Anyways, off to school for BBC and Technopreneurship. After that, pick up my brother and probably surf the whole day. I'm still figuring out whats wrong with my right ankle....sigh...

Training was great as always. I am promoted to Premier League reserve player. Wow!! What an honour. Anyways on the flipside, I lost my contact lens. What the fuck!! Aaargh! Fed up! How the fuck am I supposed to see!!! Anyways, I'll figure something out. I hope it won't affect much..


To the SRC Rugby Football Club, you guys lost my respect. You guys talk about bringing up local players, but who are playing in your first team? Fijians!! Goddamn motherfuckers!! Stick as a local club for once!! Facilities can't buy the championship you bloody faggots!


Kind Samaritans, please donate to the "Indra's Vision Fund". We are not asking much, just 100 Singapore Dollars. Please donate!

School was ok I guess. Had maths tutorial. Did McLaurin's and Taylor's Series the whole 2 hours. Pretty ok I guess. Then met Ian, Jasmine and Aishah...and Nurul and her pet. Thanks Jasmine for helping me figure out this whole Blog skin thingy majiggy.


Training at Turf City tonight. Hate that fucking place. Super bad lighting. Super hard ground. Final league game against Bucks RFC this saturday. What a wonderful end to this season. Considering that I wasn't selected for the team last year. It's so nice to have the number 7 on my back the whole of this season. The number 7 has this supernatural power which I can't explain. Thank you Bill and CJ for a wonderful season you guys have given me. Thanks for the trust.

Today....goddamn fucking boring..watched Joan of Arc and some Baywatch Hawaii. Well, thank god there is no rugby this weekend. Can die man week in week out rugby. Congrats to the premier side for the trashing you guys gave SAFSA. 73-5. Wow. Winning rocks, better than sex man.